I'm tired

Don't let go of things you love, hold it tight.

But sometime u hold it so tight that...

You din realise that..

In fact, there's nothing you holding, not even air....

Learn to let go....

Couldn't sleep. Maybe is early for me even though I'm tired. How's everyone? Doing fine? that day finally get a chance to meet willy and hong wei to go eat... It have been so long since going out to supper with them, although this time only so few people.. Life have been busy for me? Well, it have been a busy semester for me. And finally this term had come to the end with all the common tests. I would say I tried but I din tried with the best which is one of the biggest regret I had but it's pointless to be regret now, because things had already happened and will not be able to change even I regret it for 100 times or even more. So, just get over with it..

now is random part liao. coz just saw photos of the past from cheng post and some in my lappy... And it made me think about the past, the colourful life I had that was full of tears and laughter... I always think about the secondary days... Even it is already 3 years since we grad from Woodgrove but I will just keep thinking of it.... And even will laugh at certain memories.... Dunno lei, it is just so irreplaceable so that is the period of time that changed me to who I am now.. And I damn proud and excited whenever I was talking about my secondary school things.. coz I get to know all the brothers and just crapping after school at canteen till the school plays the closing theme... But now, it seems that students don't like to stay in school till close. The days at that time were really.... CAREFREE to me.... Now I don't think we are able to feel that anymore... It have been so long since I really felt that carefree in life now.... I dun think I have feel that carefree since I graduate.... Now it is all schedules... with projects, with assignments, with work, and even dance...

People often said, poly is where u will start to know what you will doing... But to me, poly is where I don't know what am I doing... In fact, sometime when you have a lot of things to do, you will be doing whatever that comes in your way and in fact, you don't know what you are actually doing... For this semester, I'm busy with school works until common test and I found out that.... what the heck I have been doing for this semester.... I'm so busy with the modules' stuffs and yet I don't know what I am doing for those modules... issit irony?

I miss the old memories..... seriously miss it alot alot alot, freaking a lot........... Maybe this is a bit =.= to ppl, but I just miss my brothers, although I din really meet them during holiday except chee cheng which I can meet him during dance.hahaha.. But I seriously miss them a lot.. I MISS IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and I hope that the gap will get drift apart, as we all once though we cannot be separated...

And I miss all the smiling faces in the photos ...

Do I have a restore point during secondary, so that I can restore to that period of time?

OK, I shall not brood over it... It's over anyway...
Time for Projects, Assignments, Dance, Chill !

Bye

Common test finish doesn't mean happy time..... Still have interview roleplay (30%) at June 18... hahaha.. Still have to do WISP project on Germany, IES database for our system... After holiday, still have to be prepare for WBA final year project, Bcom3 de roleplay (30%).... 

Study study study.... argh... HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAA!!!